*sigh* i'm sick.... and i'm lonely. and uh ya..... i'm sick, right now my fever is just passing 101.7, which isn't good. my step mom hasn't given birth yet, and i'm a little worried the contractions are irregular, i just dont want anything to not e good.... i'm a bit scared with the recent happenings....

and lonly? i've not seen anyone (near my age, and non family) in a long time. now that kevin is gone i have to reason to leave the house and scott has no reason to stop ..... *cough* the girlfriend-itis. I haven't talked to chris recently, he didn't return my call and he didn't leave a message on tuesday. ¬¬ but meeh.... what ever.... and Nick .... i'm not sure exactly what is going on with that particular incideenet. i dont know ehne he leaves or if he's staying around or what... shark i saw a few days ago but that was for a short time because she is moving...(all of one building over :P) and ya..... i dont know


and all the serteens.... 'straight trippin boo!"... *rolls eyes* anyways, i'll leave now, this had a defeted purpose as it's red only once in a blue moon....
~nikki~